I just want my life so be normal again.
No constant fight.
No overthinking every move, every word, every thought i make.
I want to feel something again.
I wanna wake up, feeling positiv and go out and just live.
I wanne enjoy evenings with friends out again.
I don’t want to hide anymore. I hate it.
I don’t want to go to therapie anymore.
I don’t want to take pills.
Is it so much to ask for?
What did i wrong in my life to deserve feeling so numb? To be punished like that?
I just need a hug. Many hugs. And people who care The truth. Happiness. Feeling Free. A good cry.
I just lost it. The meaning. The meaning behind all of this. Like, for what is this worth fighting ?